assalamualaikum!
well, you know.. i always love quote of "Today is not EQUAL to the Future". hahha. why? erm seems like its been a half year i didnt post in this blog,, things happened around me today isnt like what i expected before.. hahha.. now i further my study doing Master of science.. on Forest Rehabilitation la.. grateful? yeah. though i always dreamed of working life after my bachelor degree graduation, okey.. hmm =)
..but somehow, i'd make it through this path.. so i should move on. actually before i graduated till the big day and a day or two after that, i've been think of this critically, and try to adjust my future precisely. i applied jobs that related to my studies.. and at the same time i applied my current path (for precaution of being a hopeless grappers) hehhe =P~ senior peoples around me suggests me with tremendous options.. huhhu for a god sake i just dont like getting puzzled. shitly, this matter does count cuz its serious! huhhu at that time somehow i do forget that i'm 22 years old. *duhh.. hehhe so i decided to choose working as my priority with my further studies.. hmmm =) like i said, i do applied jobs related to my studies.. and thats it. i dont seek for desperate jobs in which obviously dont suit my studies like.. temporary replaced teacher, policeman (*duh), or even army! (suggested by kak miza). i might say i'm quite choosy.. but then i love my study, man.. i really appreciate forestry so damn much after i experiencing lots of hideous thoughts and facts of our nature responsibilities.. i would not let myself ruined my gifts in which i discover why should its my fate to take this course at the first place? huhhu i've crashed my very own ambition of being a pilot u know. hahha yet i know la my limitation of my brain right? hahah shut up! hmmmm.. so at the time-being, i tried to filled my grapper-like life with future concerns.. plus other things. hehe. erm, i approached Dr. Azani for temporary job of Research Assistant for a shot =). well, its a big hope for that as i craved for experiences with those cuz i know where i stand, i'd still like an empty bottle though i'd completed my degree course okey.. all right to make it short, yeah.. he's positive. hmm...
during my experiences absorptions.. i actually assist Khairol with his project. hehhe so i dealt with those species identification head fever in which i had with leaves samples collected in Tenggaroh (i talked so much bout this in previous posts).. i dont really care much on salary at that time, so i can cope with lagging claims through 3 months i've been as an RA.. okey okey.. deep in my heart, i do care.. huhhu.. well, thanks Allah for His praised and strength sets for me all this while.. hm. then, i thought bout my future seriously on one day.. i mean, really damn serious hell, i decided to further. hmm. my mind always set that.. currently, post for our study is not available.. thus, its an advance for me to have a Master in 2 or 3 years time may strengthened my confidence and maturity in things in which are serious of course.. hehhe yep. maybe during my study i need to get extra bucks to survive independently.. yeah. leave that aside, the important thing now is.. struggle on Master completions! erm.. for this semester i might busy with proposal.. and a lil bit of deg. class demo.. quite easy with it for now.. its just that my proposal still haunted my head as i need to present it during April with the committee members. aiyaaaa.. even the community members i havent decide. huhhu..
hmmmmmm... well, i guess i starts to have a new phase of life now,, and i would call my blogg as my journal to make it sounds more scientific. hahhah dont blame me.. =P~
till then,, *hugs
