19 June 2009

finally

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assalamualaikum..

hmm =) well, i know its more than a month since my last post.. hihhi means i'm supa dupa busy for those while lorrr... hmm.. okie like lots of things has missed that i wish to share it here though.. now let me recall..



as after my last post i'm busy with my thesis publication.. and it completely published on last 18th May 2009~ hehhe kinda funny when my collegues take for a long time to get the supervisor's and dean's approval due to errors here and there.. and what i heard they had for 9 or 10 drafts in maximum to deal with their supervisor.. surprising?? huhhu well that wasnt incuding the dean's.. so thats what i'm worried so far during my tense doing such writing im on.. hehhe but its a lucky i guess when i can get the dean's approval on my first draft~~ also before that Dr. Azani as my supervisor corrected my writing for 3 times before i submitted to the dean. hihhi so grateful.. want to know why? hihhi any errors i actually refer my collegues'.. and then i dont need to go the dean's office to correct the same mistakes and errors in my writing.. hahha sounds like a bad thing i did that way but hey, i just try to reduce the dean's tense to correct the same mistakes in our writing right.. hahha.. at the same time, i'm on the rush because i need to be in TFR (Tenggaroh Forest Reserve) to help Khairol to collect his vegetation plot data at that time.. hehhe in his case its a pity when on that time he has limited 'botany' peoples to help him carry on his uncompleted data plot. duh~ his plots really a damn. just imagine a subplot covered with 80 different species (10m x 10m).. so he really needs more people, people and people. why me? ouh. we shared the plot in my FYP.. by the way i wasnt involved in vegetation plot in my FYP, i just take soil respiration data for 20 plots. still, at that time i share the data with Mussalam; a foreigner student under Dr. Azani also. so, i have a plenty experienced with the plots.. and directly involved in the whole team. hohho.. yeah, at first place we kinda in a big team, but some of us has other commitment involved so it became limited. well, i tried my best to completed my thesis and bring myself to Kota Tinggi on my own by bus on 16th may 2009.. hehhe thanks to Maisura for the thesis submisson to the vice dean on the 18th.. oh yeah.. it's planned that we supposed to be there in Tenggaroh untill 30th but we made it earlier to 19th.. hohho sounds complicated right. what to do.. our head botany sifu has other project to cover in Kota Marudu Sabah at that time.. hehhe Kak Pah gorgeous~ so i got nothing to do during that time..



i thought i can managed my driving licence for that timebeing.. BUT surprisingly Khairol has grabbed me to Pangkor to help kak Ani's project.. its not a field work anyway, just a friendly questionnaire to be filled by the Pangkor neighbourhood.. hehhe so we've been there for three days (21-23 May 2009).. as that was my 2nd time went there for research purposes.. its kinda tiring but enjoyable.. hehhe why? the different is on my first trip we did a field work on Shorea lumutensis on last December 2008.. so we deal with bunch of peoples as its a school holiday with year end holidays. huhhu but on 2nd trip its a relax when its like no one at the beach to crowded on, so we conquer the beach! hehhe *means after our questionnaire work lorr.. speaking of which, the Pangkor neighbourhood was very friendly.. i like~~ hehhe its easy for us and easy for them too. hmm.. forgot to mentioned; Kak Ani did an etnobotany research, to find out how they interract with the plant sources in Pangkor.. the grandmothers and the makciks really great. hahha i could still remember Mak Teh. she's VERY friendly, nice and warmth with us. really cute though^^ as i went there for few times already, i really always enjoy in Pangkor, and i wish to be there again for relaxing or whatever =P~



and then, i've been told that i'll involve in KEMPAS on 1-6th June 2009 as a facilitator.. plus will continued with khairol's research project on the 9th till 22nd June.. hohho so on the gap i managed my own bussiness.. like paying the library debts.. =P~ meet Kak Sue; IMKEDA Serdang co-ordinator to manage my driving licence.. hehhe paying the K6's accomodation during my thesis writing (yeah right) and etc while i've been here in UPM after leaving K13 early May 2009.. hehhe whats great is i'd bought my flight ticket to KCH^^

... to be continued

11 May 2009

mother.

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assalamualaikum wbt.

erm. mother. syukur i had one. all these 22 years i lived on earth, i had her aside, gimme love, motivation, strength to face fails, she's a wonder woman.


i love you mom. i love you.. thanks for being so YOU.
may Allah blessed you and our family..
InsyaAllah

09 May 2009

me, family & dot dot dot

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assalamualaikum wbt.
fuh.. what a day.. i'm missing my family.. hmm.. now i'm busy repairing, repairing and repairing up my thesis before it will be approved by dean! huhhu it feels like a weak of just THESIS, thesis, and probably thesis right along, and duh~ i just cant get out and rid of it anyway, anyhow though.. hahha hopefully its going to be just fine. by next week it should be settled as it planned.. InsyaAllah.. talking of which, by next week, i also need to settle up my library debts, master application.. hohho yep, there's a lot of things actually.. debts? hahha nehh.. i really dont get when did it starts. i just cross the limit due time of the book to be returned.. guest what? since october last year~ hahha what a bad customer am i? =P~ plus, my application; it starts when it requires a proposal and some bucks to be paid for approval process. damn, i'm broke man! huhhu... now thats why even i got no chance to have my driving lesson since last july!! ouh by the way, at that time i was a YES man to e society. hmmph!

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wondering those really owe me my time with my family.. i'm seriously want to be home right now.. meeting my besties.. my siblings, my roots! huhhu now i admit its time to feel the heat of entering next stage of life. hehhe what an impact. i always think about this before, but when i'm experienced it somehow, its for sure drive me into a new guy day by day.. and it would changed without my awareness.. it's also kinda funny when i can do things in which i never thought of it before.. what that is i keep that by my own.. hehhe i just cant leave my yesterdays. memories really haunted me. huhhu no matter how it was, sometimes my past times will always be something remarkable and its insatiable to forget.

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tralallaaa.. by next week also i'll be in Tenggaroh for about 2 weeks (right after my thesis publication settlement), to collect faculty consultants' projects data. yep. reasons? to gain knowledge and experiences of course, side income totally, and just for a relief of 3 years of studied in UPM. hehhe i want to breaking free~ hehhe nehh.. not for now because i havent fully done what should has been done! worww. hehhe wish me luck and blessed! erm... after that? then i want to grab my driving license lorr.. huhhu yeah right~ hahha be positive la.. lets rocks, baby!

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everyday passed and passed to continue my life.. and never know what will happens tomorrow and tomorrow.. speaking of life, i heard do much of died and died each day.. thats why i always want to be close with my family, my roots! as by now i through my each day here alone.. i should be with them by now.. huhhu as they still there missing me, like i'm missing them everytime i wake up in the morning and before i sleep at night (ouh, am i'm sleeping at night???), my prayers would always with them.. i always keep myself that they'd always pray for whats good for me, and for what had happened there should be a reason.. as hard as i get, i know He's preparing whats best for us, instead of good things that coincidently happens. with all these patience and courages, i hope it worth it. i believed. i believed... may He blessed us right along untill the time i'd be there with them. InsyaAllah~

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i think thats all for now.. i'm in love and thanks for that one! Happy! happy! happy!
thanks for being there, dinda.. love you so much!

04 May 2009

dinda's 20th

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assalamualaikum wbt... =)

dear dinda..
happy birthday sygs.. hope u have a great day today and happy all time! i love you so much like how sweet you can be and how i felt for you now really true dear. it's not a confession anymore dind.. it's a feeling. feeling! hahha jeng jeng jeng!!! all the best for everything, be strong.. i mean stronger as u can be.. be yourself, grab chances around you.. and of course, dont forget your roots, know what and where u stands for, be wise, take a good care of yourself.. cuz i'm proud having you as my lover.. you never let me down, happy all way long, shared everything.. all i want to do is to spend my time with you.. i know our condition dont let us together as coupled for now, but deep in my heart, i always can count on you.. our love is strong! hmm =) i'm lucky to have you at the first place. thank you for loving me (confidently~) hahha.. i lebiu u lebB me.. *hugs
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you always said how hard it can be to say such words to express whats inside like it just cant come out from your heart.. like u believed in me, i'm having my difficulties actually to say it all, but as long as it comes from your heart for someone you love, trust and crazy for; it should be okay.. plus, of course you wouldnt regret anything, cuz u feel it, He know whats best.. even He shows upon you everything the goodness of life.. yeah, ups and downs everyone would face it somehow, right?? hmm thanks Him for everything! syukuR!

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may your birthday blessed and may u'll have better life to explore as time goes by..

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smile. lots of love..

kanda in love since 10.10.08

27 April 2009

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assalamualaikum. hehhe

today its officially a day i'd stayed in 6th college!! hahha feels like laughing out loud doing this, greeting farewell to my beloved 13th college.. huhhu so much memories i've been there all these years.. so much laughs and difficulties, meeting new room mates each semester, make friends with senoirs and juniors, experiencing myself as junior till as a super senior as well.. hahhhaa..


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sometimes its really an impact when realising my timebeing here in UPM is going to its end.. hmm =j

26 April 2009

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assalamualaikum..

erm. as usual, i always wondering all day about whats going to happen tomorrow and tomorrow.. tralalla.. but still yesterday(s) keep running in my head. huhhu memories. everyone has their own story, right?? how bad or sweet as it can be, still, it teaches us to be better each day.

22 April 2009

my day =)

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Assalamualaikum wbt.


hmm =)


today i felt free from my final exam this semester.. so glad.. i might just leave it all to Him and tawakkal all way long trough my graduation. now what? well, i'm still, struggling myself to done my thesis writing! huhhu may it's gonna be fine.. erm. i keep wondering and wondering my journey after these years i've been through. everything i gained, every single moment i had with my life, freshly from my BSH student here.. i thought i would be someone. but i keep myself there's seems like not enough.. ouh life.. too much wondering is not the solution, right??


let's just it be lahhh.. hehhe He knows whats best.


as a confession, i'd really thankful and grateful for what i had now.. syukur!


thats all =)


lalalaa... i don't know what else to say.. but it feels like i want to blow everything! huhhu and its funny when i'd say i dont know what that is.. is it a relief or what?? or is it something like a book is on the table? or is it like a clock hanging on the wall?? or is it like a switched on tV without a channel?? ouh hohho.. what a damn!


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okay.. next post i'll tell something allright.. hmm i'm in love!



p/s:i think the last line phrase might just a 'see you soon' expression in a kinda sweet way.. hehhe warn ya its mine!-my line=P~

16 April 2009

i'm back!

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assalamualaikum.
well, its been a long time.. hehhe told ya this isn't really me...
erm.. today today.. what happened today?
erm early in e morning i'm having my Forest Law & Policy final exam..
okeh.. talk about this subject.., i suddenly wondering on.. and then feel sorry for Dr. Rusli as this semester our subjects really2 packed, so we're quite take his course for granted.. not much, but he burst out last week according to our 'take for granted' behaviour with his assignment. fuhh.. shrink out man experiencing Mr. Nice Guy surprisingly showed up his another characteristic that he never tend to let out.. huhhu

so so verry the verry sorry Doc... we're just a victims.. and and might be to let us experienced ur temper before our graduation.. =j

back to what i did today.. erm i'm struggling to complete the 'assignment' i told just now.. hihhi forgot to mentioned why he seems so mad with us. ehemm2.. well, he taught us to find an issue linked with environment especially related on our forest and make a report accordingly with public law & policy we'd learned this semester; individually.. erk he taught us quite early laaa... last end of february?? hohho and, he's respected you know.. but he's a nice guy! maybe thats how it happens-taking it for granted. hmm~ at e same time, he handed out us the assignment to form in group.. i just dont get the picture why we did the assignment in a group max of 3.. as we're all 9 students, so total up 3 groups. ( no wonder he set us to do it individually)

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nehhh.. we're just to worried about our FYP.. thats all.. now thats why i'd love to call ourself as victims! hmm.. its a normal practice la ho taking for granted 2 cdt hours subject course.. huh i dont know laa... still, felt so sorry. we just cross out your limit.

so, he put us with high expectation on that assignment. well, because of his law & policy intentions, he love debate stuff... presentation should be great, we should study detailed about the issue.. ouh man.. i clash my relationship with television since coupled years man!! well, you get me la, right.. and i believed that the assignment surely need much much focus and study, references.. READINGS~ wahh lauuu.. what about other subjects then? LEADERSHIP weekly assignments.. METE0ROLOGY blurrrrrr.. SEED tech also like 4 cdt course though its cutely 2 cdt course.. lab reports in REMOTE SENSING which cover 3 labs each week? damn i'm not a robot! huhhu see how i say sounds like complaining but thats my routine this semester.. i even didn't involved myself from my commitments like previous years.. huhu.. hope he'll understand.. he used to be like us long time ago..

so as our performance in his assignments bombarded his temper.. i think he might felt dissapointed with us.. duh.. hope i can swallow everything and apologize him la ho.. well, i'm on that one.. dont worry~ its gonna be fine! hehheh

so till then i'm still doing his assignment.. hahha funny right we'd just sit our final exam last morning.. =) hmm life.. we never know what comes for us tomorrow.. right..??

i promised my FYP supervisor to hand in my thesis draft.. i'm afraid that i cant make it.. huhhu now i'm busy blogging,, hahhahaha by the way, i still need to express whats inside to release what is not supposed to kept in mind... right?? hihhi wow! i wrote to much... i guess!!

erm.. thats all for today.. wish me luck yeah. i miss her so muchhh.. thanx dinda for being sooooooooo understanding! i love you so much. hmm =)