fuh.. what a day.. i'm missing my family.. hmm.. now i'm busy repairing, repairing and repairing up my thesis before it will be approved by dean! huhhu it feels like a weak of just THESIS, thesis, and probably thesis right along, and duh~ i just cant get out and rid of it anyway, anyhow though.. hahha hopefully its going to be just fine. by next week it should be settled as it planned.. InsyaAllah.. talking of which, by next week, i also need to settle up my library debts, master application.. hohho yep, there's a lot of things actually.. debts? hahha nehh.. i really dont get when did it starts. i just cross the limit due time of the book to be returned.. guest what? since october last year~ hahha what a bad customer am i? =P~ plus, my application; it starts when it requires a proposal and some bucks to be paid for approval process. damn, i'm broke man! huhhu... now thats why even i got no chance to have my driving lesson since last july!! ouh by the way, at that time i was a YES man to e society. hmmph!
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wondering those really owe me my time with my family.. i'm seriously want to be home right now.. meeting my besties.. my siblings, my roots! huhhu now i admit its time to feel the heat of entering next stage of life. hehhe what an impact. i always think about this before, but when i'm experienced it somehow, its for sure drive me into a new guy day by day.. and it would changed without my awareness.. it's also kinda funny when i can do things in which i never thought of it before.. what that is i keep that by my own.. hehhe i just cant leave my yesterdays. memories really haunted me. huhhu no matter how it was, sometimes my past times will always be something remarkable and its insatiable to forget.
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tralallaaa.. by next week also i'll be in Tenggaroh for about 2 weeks (right after my thesis publication settlement), to collect faculty consultants' projects data. yep. reasons? to gain knowledge and experiences of course, side income totally, and just for a relief of 3 years of studied in UPM. hehhe i want to breaking free~ hehhe nehh.. not for now because i havent fully done what should has been done! worww. hehhe wish me luck and blessed! erm... after that? then i want to grab my driving license lorr.. huhhu yeah right~ hahha be positive la.. lets rocks, baby!
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everyday passed and passed to continue my life.. and never know what will happens tomorrow and tomorrow.. speaking of life, i heard do much of died and died each day.. thats why i always want to be close with my family, my roots! as by now i through my each day here alone.. i should be with them by now.. huhhu as they still there missing me, like i'm missing them everytime i wake up in the morning and before i sleep at night (ouh, am i'm sleeping at night???), my prayers would always with them.. i always keep myself that they'd always pray for whats good for me, and for what had happened there should be a reason.. as hard as i get, i know He's preparing whats best for us, instead of good things that coincidently happens. with all these patience and courages, i hope it worth it. i believed. i believed... may He blessed us right along untill the time i'd be there with them. InsyaAllah~
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i think thats all for now.. i'm in love and thanks for that one! Happy! happy! happy!
thanks for being there, dinda.. love you so much!
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